Death

Dying is the easiest thing we will do in our lifetime.

The past few weeks, I have been sick. Not the "cough cough" sick, but rather sick in the head. At first I thought it was just me, then I peaked out of my cloud and saw everyone was off their rocker. We were all down in the dumps.

Bad news on the door step, I couldnt take one more step. I can't remember if I cried, when I read about his widowed bride, but something touched me deep inside the day the music died.

People die everyday.

Neville Longbottom: It doesn't matter that Harry's gone. People die every day. Friends, family. Yeah, we still lost Harry tonight. He's still with us, in here

[gestures to chest.]

Death is "quicker and easier than falling asleep", and its our job to live what we have.

Dying, or the moment of death itself, is very easy. Simply driving a car isn't guaranteed to be safe. It's easy to take your own life. No one can protect you from death, not even yourself.

Death is a simple as a long extended drum role. ( I plugged my ears and hid under my desk in this part of of Tale of Two Cities)

Death is closer and closer every second that passes.

Somewhere, probably right next to me, George is waiting. He will be there to take my hand and guide me to my next life. As cheesy as it sounds, because of it, I don't fear death.

Love and Death are equivalent,

Nowhere Girl

This is harder than I thought.....

Guess what I am doing this very minute? Sitting in my room, alone, in the dark, listening to showtunes, and crying. I am miserable. I've been flipping out all day. During my free, I went and sat in the theatre stared at the set that looked so lonely, and cried. I didn't know what else to do. I feel like my utter sadness was driving people crazy. Maybe it was, but I honestly don't care. I need to vent this, I need to cry, release these half happy toxins from my body. I feel like the theatre is constantly giving me s hug, but today, she had to leave for awhile. She was going on a long vacation. I feel like part of my heart has left. This is killing me, but my day did get a little bit brighter when I saw my beloved Murrbeth. Her face made my day.

NarNar and Fasian tried to comfort me all day. I would not listen. One day this will pass, I will merely smile at the memories. I've gotten so much love the past few months. Nothing but it. I look forward to all the magic I am going to make in the coming years, growing to love even more beautiful people. I will not take advantage of the time I have left, but embrace it and cherish it. It's my job to carry on the traditions and show the love.

I do want to go into an acting career, or maybe so film related profession. Although, I don't know if I'm good enough, God knows I will try. I am going o do what I love. Over and over and over again.
I am going to back to crying now...

When the beating of your heart matches the beating of the drum,

Nowhere Girl